SHADOWS COME AT MIDNIGHT - From PTSD to Purpose
At seventeen, Ross MacInnes stole a car. At nineteen, he was sworn in as a member of the esteemed Royal Canadian Mounted Police. At twenty, he was a drunk. And by his thirtieth year of public police service, he was a commander in the organized crime division of a major urban force, haunted by trauma. Shadows Come at Midnight is his story.
MacInnes graduated from the RCMP Training Center in Regina and was on his first posting, a patrol area west of the Edmonton city limits, when his partner, Donald Pearson, was murdered on a call. MacInnes responded with alcohol, consigning sorrow and guilt to the most secret parts of his psyche. Within three years he quit the RCMP to bounce around in jobs that tested his tremendous appetite for risk. At last, determined to confront his demons, he returned as a police officer with the Calgary Police Department, a posting that exposed him to more tragedy, anguish, and unimaginable sorrow.
It took MacInnes years to understand the price he’d paid for a career filled with murder, assault, grievance, and injustice, and to realize that certain injuries heal, but that occupational stress and so-called moral injury—increasing among first responders and the military—can only be managed, never mended. This is not a self-help book, but a story of a journey through suffering to a life lived with purpose and joy.
ISBN 978-1-5255-9496-3 (Paperback)
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